Do you know how can i tell when you are sad?


"Do you know how can i tell when you are sad?"
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How?

Did you know when you are sad, you tend to smile smile a lot more. 
 The smile may not reach your ears, but you plastered it on your face all the time when you are sad. You talk about everything like they suddenly make super interesting topics, but not once the glows in your eyes appear. 

You have a really beautiful laugh and i had always been amazed on how contiguous it is. It is the kind of laugh that make your eyes squeezed shut and you will eventually be out of breath. 
but when you are sad, you will laugh a lot harder

your eyes stays open and there's not trace of humor in it and the sound of the laugh that you are making is almost heartbreaking.

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You will ask twice if people say "i am fine" and you will add on "really?", "are you sure?" before you finally satisfied with their answer. Because deep down, you know when someone asks you the same exact question, you would never admit that you are not okay but just having someone who cares enough to ask twice, makes your heart warmer.

You will ask whether or not they are hungry every five minutes  
because when you are sad, you would throw up right after you shove foods down your throat. 

You barely touch your lunch and you'd use "i am on my diet" as an excuse to give away your food to someone else.

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Your dark circles under your eyes and the hollowness inside it are proofs that you were crying the whole night again. You probably didn't get to sleep until three hours before your alarm goes off.

You sigh every once in a while and it didn't goes un-notice how with every deep breath you took and each sigh you released, your heart became more empty and colder. 

There is this high wall that you put as a barrier every time you are sad. You always put it up to keep others away as if you are afraid they could peek inside of your venerable heart for once.

That is how i can tell when you are sad. surprise are you not? to know there is someone who cares enough to actually notice all these little things you've tried your best to hide.

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1 comments:

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